So after a long time, i guess this place is by far the only place i can rant! So i have completed 4 months of army, leaving me with 78 more weeks..

I learnt quite a lot of stuffs. been through different ups and downs. some experience is definitely not the best, meeting new friends. me being me doesn’t like to adapt in new environment. i miss my freedom when i can run into the wee hours and swim for all i care. now i am unable to do it, to make things worse, my back and knees are pending operations or kiv because of bmtc activities.. which means i

haven’t ran for like 2mths.

This feeling of lost and confusion is making me feel so lousy..